Empty-ness

Song today : Thanks for the Memories - Fall Out Boys

Nothing much, just another day. Tomorrow's the Queens birthday and we get a day off, and i thought only Malaysia had retarded holidays. =). Feeling mega empty for some reason, things change all too fast.

Since i've came here, i've gotten better at playing the bass, doing football and even in my studies. Somehow though, i feel the need to get better for the FIRST time in my life. I want to get better at playing the bass, wanna thump ppl in football. Just not enough and i have no commitment. *sigh* =/


Paranoid - Exhibiting or characterized by extreme and irrational fear or distrust of others.

I never realised how friends can screw you up or make you feel better, i've never encountered anyone who'd be so despo to let others down, stuff you up. Until now. Solution? anyone? =/


Dream girl, will i ever get the chance to have time alone with you?



Thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great..

Life's filling up

These few days, becoming.. malaysian like again! i feel the need to be somewhere at sometime. xD
Soccer practises. Studies. Chicks. getting better everyday. That also explains why i wont be doing this blog thing for 3 weeks cuz

1) We're screwing up in soccer. Need more training.

2) Study. Study. Study. Study. Study. Study. Study = GoodGrades = Freedom

3) I'm gonna friggin jog 5km everyday. ( impossible, tho i'll try to force it )

4) Bass solo. I need 2 this term. friggin music lesson. hating it more and more.

5) Work. Just looking for excuses.

6) Coffee's not working. stupid thing.


=) nothing much happened these few days other than my team getting screwed in soccer.

SCORES
(H) Marryatville[a] {7} - (A) Norwood Morialta {1}
(H) Norwood Morialta {2} - (A) Marryatville[b] {2}
(H) Norwood Morialta {1} - (A) Trinity Colledge {3}

we're getting owned bad. =/. no drinking on the day before the match. =) sry coach. xD. dont tell mum okay? tettet?

Of Coffee and buses.

HO MY GAWD!! HO MY GAWD!! best coffee ever, this thing just makes you high. I'm still high at 11 pm. Typing all sorts of random shit to ppl on msn. 2 aussie for this small piece of addictive crap. thats RM6 = x3 nasi lemaks. saddening.




"ADELAIDE METRO BUS : maximum wait of 30 minutes" MY ASS. Bus route 178. supposed to arrive at 4.45pm. i was there at 4.35 all the way to 5. 15pm waiting for some shitass bus that was supposed appear twice. I saw the same numbered bus like 4 times then. I got hell fedup of waiting and went back to the other side of the city to grab the 125 or any friggin 12X that lead the school. ( 125 leads home) AND WHEN I CROSSED THE FRIGGIN ROAD. the 178 appeared outta thin air. how shit is that. @#$%^&*(*&. that day alone. took me 1 hour and 45 minutes to friggin get home. GEEESUS.



When you come to adelaide. Allow me to drive you around.
Retarded buses.


Yes, I can drive. =)

Aristotle?

MAN! i miss the retardedness of Aristotle. There was always karlshern for cripples and darrel for retarded shit. And just taiyang, freaking catchy laugh. He laughs, you laugh. memories man. i remember him telling me bout this song on MTV that went. Dot-Slash-Dash (./-) and how we were supposed to make our own music video of OI!!!. those were the times man. ANd darrel and matt created this peanuted religion where we hadda pray every wednesday about badgers and mushrooms. And mr chew and mr yow with the coppersulphate shit. GEESUS KRIST. miss it all.


ON MSN
Darrel : darryl, when u were a young boy
Darrel : i recall saying to u
Darryl : recall
Darrel : as i said, i recall saying to u
Darrel :
Darrel :
Darrel :
Darrel :
Darryl : whatwhat?
Darrel : exactly
Darrel : now do u understand?
Darryl : ...
Darryl : that was insanely retarded
Darrel : the kendrick is strong within u young chew


Darryl : YOU RETARDIFIED GENNA GAN
Darrel : i don't retardify anybody!
Darrel : hahahah why what's wrong with her?!
Darryl : you retardified me as well
Darrel : no
Darrel : u're still sane, sorta.
Darrel : prove it!!!
Darryl : OK I WILL
Darryl : before she knew you
Darryl : she didnt spray coke on herslef and started pouring flour onto other people
Darrel : no that's normal
Darrel : tell her!
Darrel : everybody has the urge to spray themselves with coke at least once in a lifetime
Darrel : i did it at least 10 times.


Retardedness has become a strong part of me. Thou shall get retarded. I shall make you.

HOLY SHIT. ain't this gay. i'm bloggin. outta boredom. i need coffee. we got this shitty maths thing that took me an hour a question. how retarded is that?! even MR chew aint that retarded to give us such questions. ANYWAY. i've started a blog. for all you retards to experience how hilarious my life is at the moment. how i feel bout my brother sharing a room with me. how he farts when he sleeps and how he snores like kingkong x3. i guess this was all ur fault. yes you. nah i'm just joking.

there should be more retards in school. i just realised there's like one or two. (seriously retards). i mean retards like, ppl being themselves, having fun. not caring what ppl think. that's how people should be, being your retarded self. well maybe you are being yourself, just not retarded enough. See how darrel and matt pang retardified genna gan. she's spraying coke on herslef and pouring flour on other people. that's how retarded we should get. laying out the kickboards in a line on the pool and trying to reach the other side stepping on them without going into the water. =) that's fun for retards that one.

First blog on the roll. I feel gay..
*sigh* Retards. Ain't we all?